now

with nothing to accept or reject I am free.

i just

think that the way people think about things needs to be abandoned, mind still. then see for yourself. The gods of many, and their heavens, are simply extensions of their own desires, clouding perception. Without complete control of the mind, you are to some degree, that which one thinks, contemplates. That is the major obstacle of human life; we have thought up our lives and realities, and forgot we have this power.

only observing

is there states of existence beyond what humans or 'I' have have currently? ask yourself

Om rocks the evening in

the fear of not having a body keeps us in one. we only get what we want because We are That. not the अहंकार । whatever the case, people will believe what they like, that is their freedom and gift they don't realize. the आत्मन is really

thesis to be submitted today

Here it goes. from my desk, speckled with ash, smattered with Cannabis flower stems. A work of someone just going forward. an ego, thankfully, in retreat. all I really want to do is spend a year in a tropical location to meditatate reading/translating, asanas, maybe some windsurfing, smoke.

I against I

an example of different uses of sounds, that is, vocabulary, at least in the language of the gods, is versatile

the wake and bake blog

morning is a special time, lets meditate together shall we

pirate I am

I am slowly drifting to the pirates life. beer and strong coffee are the beverages of choice. my new windsurfer is arriving tomorrow. my parrot is getting nippy again. it is the Vernal break. I have to finish editing my thesis. signing off.

another pizza delivery man robbed

it seems to be really cowardly and desperate to rob a pizza delivery dude for $15. it seems to be popular in my town, as i read in the papers. What kind of conversation, alcohol, crack, etc. happened prior to the cowardly deed is up for debate.

at least be sporting about it if you are unfortunate and stupid enough to rob somebody. put on a gstring and a mardi gras mask and rob a bank. I of course have too many tattoos to do this but I put fourth the challenge.

I don't know but

I'd say that to be jivanmukta you would be barely functional in a 'normal' human sense.
To set aside all the conceptional framework and accept a higher of infinite. The barriers of language communication, vocabulary. The nagging feeling that you as a consumer will cease, actual nirvana (in a vocab sense too), nice to read about, but we won't take the step because 'we' (I-doers) don't want to. But think of the possibilities.

J is down with afriend playing with the parrots. I hope poosh doesnt remove the little girls finger. i should get down and check.

Shiva ratri

celebrated with azeala flowers and such
a beautiful time of spring
the Lingam the source of life
then in Fall the festival of the Devi
the planets divinities all enable it to go on
smiling as we go on smiling