approaching a milestone (ed)

I just realized upon hearing Aindra Dasa, my former mentor, on youtube that it has been 5 years, this month, or more or less, since my full blooping. it has about equaled the time I spent in Vraj and WB. 9mos in WB and the rest in Vrindavan and vicinity. I feel nothing but happy to be alive at this moment and not wanting to be in some village trying to imitate Indian men who lived several hundred years before. god is now and here, thank gods