laterly

I have understood now finally I only wanted to understand the subtle laws that seem to regulate our experience. Look at it from different angles. What possibly lays beyond. Not the bullshit. Reading Nisarga, and a guy named Robert Adams who hung out with some big name jnanis like Ramana Maharsi and Krishnamurti. I had alot of questions. I think some people are into that that ultimate mood but I could say much more, and wont. I guess when it comes down to it I am more of a Tantrik or yogi than anything, shall I be named... I will read and give a chance to anything now, but it will be scrutinized. Abhinavagupta is interesting but still argumentative, lots is avilible on the web such as from the muktibodha institute.